He's got the fever...

39.8 deg C was what the doc measured in the ear; i nearly flipped in shock. our little man was so drowsy and weak that he wasn't even able to open his mouth to nurse. my heart was in pain; yet at the same time i didn't know exactly what to do. but whatever it is, thank God we decided to get to the clinic asap, instead of waiting any longer.

he's fine now but looking back, it was almost as if he became a newborn babe again, cradled in my arms, though actually drowsy. i do miss him in my womb, kicking and wriggling about, responding to our knocks and taps on his secret room. my little boy.

cutting edge

I haven't quite decided as to how I should word my thoughts in this space. Should I be formal or casual? Should I try to portray myself as a smart one, a silly one, or a wise one? Should I even try to title my posts like some essay composition I used to do as a student? Que sera sera.

Anyway, thank you dot for inspiring me to re-start my blogging effort. The past 2 blogs have passed away, so let's see how long this will last. I hope it'll last me through at least the next 2 years when I'll be on my own for a while.

Now and then. Now, I'm a mother of one. Then, I was a happy single who can't wait to settle down with the love of my life and get started on family-hood. Now, I'm a mummy who is sleep-deprived and shopping-deprived. Working is alright though I wish I needn't have to rack my brains on what to wear each day to get to the office. That aspect may please others but it really irks me because I just don't have the time and spare effort to put together outfits from a limited collection of tops and bottoms. No, I'm not stingy nor in dire poverty but I just can't find what I like in the stores here. Korean fashion has swept the whole fashion scene in this place and honestly, I really don't want to look like everyone. But yeah, I'm still re-working my 'look', if that's so important after all.

What a way to launch my blog. Monday blues reporting early.